Sunday, December 15, 2019

It's odd.....


It's odd how we love watching old simplistic movies where people talk about what they feel instead of playing around, its odd how we like the idea of raw love and fantasize about it but it's also ironic how we wrap ourselves in this logical bubble where we are too afraid of being in love hence everything we are willing to pursue is temporary. Yes life is temporary I understand.
We love the idea of being passionately in love but are too afraid to be vulnerable. We love the idea of staying up with someone and talking till 4 am at night but we are too afraid to reveal too much about ourselves because god forbid what will happen if they leave.
We are so used to being filled up with that temporary kick of feeling happy that when something can supposedly transform into real, it scares the shit out of us so we wrap our hearts carefully in a cling film of logic and facts keeping our emotions aside. And we lock it inside a box because we are so afraid of getting our hearts broken again. We get scarred of the thought of going through the phase once again.
We are a generation which loves freedom so much that we are in search for things and people who make us happy temporarily and then onto the next one.
And eventuaĺly in the end you just settle in because society wanted you to settle in.
We are a generation who is afraid of real things but are in love with the idea of it.