Life is not fair sometimes, you plan for something only to find out that plan has to change.
You fall for people who don't fall back for you.
You'd go 100 miles for some only to realize they wouldn't do the same for you.
You make decisions only to regret them later.
You accomplish certain goals only to realize that's not your goal anymore.
You want to meet new people but it feels draining.
You have a job you are not happy with anymore but other people would kill to be in your place.
And it's a weird age that we are stuck in. There's a constant dilemma of wanting to be in control while telling yourself to go with the flow.
You want to switch off temporarily and go somewhere far off but there's a constant FOMO inside,
Some say enjoy and make the most of this time as much as you can. But we are are busy trying to figure out shit because we now have certain responsibilities.
Sometimes I can't slow myself down honestly I'd take too much on my plate constantly feeling the need to be busy. I sometimes would feel the need to sit down and breathe. Or maybe take a few days off for myself but I'm constantly left feeling guilty if I do so. My brain finds it difficult to shut off at night when I try to go to sleep. I find myself constantly tired these days.
I guess it's too overwhelming sometimes. One day you'd be way too confident about yourself other days you'd just be drowning in constant self-doubt.
In this fast-paced life I want to slow down. I want to feel enough.
